i do not know how to begin this ending

it has been almost three years since the pool noodle moment. 2.5 since my hair went to the wind the drain and the broom.

but the blog stalls here ... why is not yet clear -

it has been 1.5 yrs since i rang the bell - nurses abound - all around - a line up of joy -

but no one in sight to capture the rapture

and yet a year ago we set sail - to new adventures - but to no avail -

and within six months. our love did fail.

however - i i shall regale - for there is so much love and light still to share

thus - i am sill here and i still care.